Apr 23 2009

Across My Universe

Published by Scratch at 7:59 am under Season II

By Matt DeReno
On The FFD

PITTSBURGH -I am listening to the Beatles right now. Across The Universe. The refrain is currently reverberating through my home office:

“Nothings gonna change my world… Nothings gonna change my world…”

Badge for giving up a TDBadge of Shame for Beer DrinkingI am starting to feel a bit like that passage. I am slipping. My grip is tenuous at best, inevitably slip sliding away at worst (oh, I won’t even play that song).

I have to get going. I have to get my ass in gear!

There is only so much time left and I am losing this week again. I will resolve to stay focused but man this is not, nor was it ever going to be easy, I guess. I am at a crossroads.

Damn. I have to quit playing business as it was once mentioned to me. I have to do it. Easier said than done. Back to the chalk board. We must get this right.
Yesterday was another losing effort no doubt. Worse, it was one of those “not good enough” days, where you think “what’s the point.” I’ll tell you. Nobody said life was easy. But, I will fight through those thoughts and keep marching forwarding no matter how many days I step backward. Here I go and gain on my own. Gain? Talk about a Freudian typo. Now, I know have White Snake somewhere on this damn PC!

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